Whew!

OK, so I may have freaked out, but I am doing better now. I just got a call from the disability office. They are processing my claim and I missed a question. Now that I have answered the question they are finishing the claim and getting the check in the mail tomorrow!!!! YAY!!! I swear when she said that I felt like I lost 10lbs! (of weight off my shoulders!) Of course I still have a bit of a headache, although I took advil and tylenol with codeine, but I am so sleepy and so relieved I don't care about a little headache, I have had way worse! Man, I am so relieved! I called my mom and let her know because they have been so worried about me. She is very relieved, even though I had called her earlier today and told her that my friend would be able to help me pay my rent if needed, its just better to know I can do it! Its so weird how it works, I was so upset, crying and all, and my head hurt so bad I took a tylenol with codeine which I usually only do at bedtime and then I get a phone call saying a check will be sent tomorrow. So I should receive it in time to pay rent without a late fee! Thank you thank you thank you!!!!

I had an appointment with my N this morning. Except for the headaches and the depression I have been feeling better than the last time I saw him so I told him that. I also told him about my thyroid. He said that could explain why I was still having seizures, it could also explain my aches, my headaches, and my depression. He did agree to let me go back up to the 20mg dose of lexapro which means it I won't be increasing the topamax tomorrow I will wait 10 more days. But I had to promise if I have another seizure that I will go back to the 10mg dose of lexapro. Hopefully the synthroid, keppra and topamax will keep me from having anymore seizures and the synthroid and lexapro will keep me from being depressed! I am also hoping that the synthroid and topamax can get rid of these headaches! Also the fact that I should be getting a check soon should help too! Wish me luck!