Life Sucks!

I called the disability office today to see if my claim had been processed and it still hadn't so I called my doc to make sure the paperwork went thru ok. I saw the doc on the 14th and the paperwork was to be faxed out the next day, but I found out today that the paperwork was mailed out on the 20th! See what I mean! Everything is against me! I can't win! I am not going to get a check in time to pay rent and I am going to be lucky if I can get a friend to cover me for the difference. I am going to be lucky if I get a check before I go to PA for the holidays! This totally sucks. And I was being positive all day! I have not seen any proof that it pays to be positive, I just get my heart broken everytime! At least if I am indifferent it doesn't hurt as bad when something goes wrong!