Doing Better

My headaches have gotten better, though I am still getting them. I am sleeping better. The tingling in hands and feet is better. My neck is not as stiff as it was. Though my knees have been very achy lately, but that's probably unrelated. As far as my headaches go, today I was getting weird sharp, but not very painful, pains at my scar, but more like from the inside. It is still possible there is swelling, but I have been taking advil and the whooshing has gotten much better so I doubt it. My theory, and again I am not a medical professional and have no idea what I'm talking about, but my theory is that my pains around my scar are from the healing process. I have been noticing more and more feeling coming back to my foot and so it would make sense that my brain is healing. I see my N next week so I will ask. My depression doesn't seem as bad as it did last week either. I don't know if its because I went on disability and so all that stress is gone but I do feel better. Now I did some reading up on Topamax. Its used to treat BiPolar Disorder but more for the mania side so it may have been a bit of a negative side effect I was dealing with last week and maybe I am thru the worst of it. I do think the appetite suppression has started! Yay! I hope I can lose a little weight, I really need to drop like 50 lbs! Of course I don't expect the pill to do it all, I'm trying to exercise. I did the treadmill yesterday. Today I was too obsessed with something else to have time.

I spent most of my day today trying to figure out how to work graphics programs to make up my logo for the foundation and for my jewelry. I spent hours trying to figure out how to get something done on the computer and then I realized, what good is that? If I can't draw it and I can't even do it on the computer how am I going to sculpt it in clay? So I went to a couple stores to look for stamps. No luck, but I am going to go out again tomorrow. I did manage to get some things on the computer. I am also going to work more on that tomorrow as well, it was very frustrating figuring out how to use the program!